My 1970's (and it's knock on effects) CV

My briefed history of what I thought was unusual as a child,

but now I'm not so sure! 

1975 - 1977 I used to sleep occasionally with my 'jack the lad' Uncle so I could get up early to fetch the cows in.

The luxurious, warm and comfy bedded room had a huge walk in airing cupboard, smelt of old spice and what was probably testosterone - which turned out to be 'comfort', after >

 

1977 - I was sexually molested by another now dead uncle.  

Which despite what Oprah Winfrey says - it was not pleasurable!  

Besides the sheer terror of being pinned down by a man, being caressed sexually had the same effect on my body as I now know eating an unripe pear has.  

Which makes perfect sense as he was trying to stimulate parts of me that weren’t ripe!  

(Which is the perfect counter argument to those who want to lower the age of consent) 

1977 - 1980 I used to sleep with my 'jack the lad uncle as often as I could for the overall aromatherapy, warmth and comfort it gave me, always looking for an excuse to stay there even after I noticed my uncle slept naked. I can't remember when I started to seek physical comfort from him by pressing my back to his as he slept, but I think he soon realised there was something weird about it and I didn't sleep there after I was 11.

After the age of 13 I started developing what I suppose what you'd call a fetish for 'jack the lad' peers and men with similar looks as my uncle lol. As you can imagine I got more than smacked a few times in the next 20 years for trying it on, especially as I was known as a rampant heterosexual lol. I got therapy for this in 1999, where they seemed to be trying to turn me into a woman lol. So I bailed on that, as I did enjoy it, and there's plenty of almost as good gay straight acting men and women lol, and do still enjoy lightly flirting with straight men ;).

 

1978 – Another Uncle used to laugh along whilst his ‘jack the lad’ brother simulated sex on top of cows, whilst both ridiculing me ‘for not knowing what he was doing’! 

 

1978 – 1981ish – I often had some very vivid lucid dreams about cows and humans swapping places, nothing sexual, just competing for ‘our’ place in the herd (lol)... 

 

Note: I got humanistic therapy for all this in 1993, which is why I’ve been able to live freely and talk about my life experiences openly ever since 😊  

Which has led to me raising awareness for many years, reported every occurrence of child and animal abuse I’ve ever come across, along with taking them all to court when possible.  

Which has resulted in me taking a billionaire (plus all his minion's) and a multi-millionaire animal abuser to court, besides reporting the millionaire who sexually molested me and 'several' others... 😊